Here in Nilai.

Ah. Haven't been blogging lately. :/

One month i guess?

Oh well since i just got back from a Semester break holiday,

maybe i should just talk a little bit about my life here in Nilai.

Before that..I want to announce, that i've gotten my baby MacBook Pro. Damn, the feeling of touching the keyboard is just so good. Sorry lah, if i make you feel like I'm a spoiled kid where daddy buys everything i said i want. Before anything else, I want to say, everything has a price to pay. I promised to myself, I'm not taking his love for granted. Its serious business to me. Not happy? too bad, haters.

Secondly, I wanted to share that I'm so happy to know i did improve in my shooting. :3 The likes increase, shooting mode gets turned on. Nice feeling of acknowledgement.

To many, it may seem to be a small number. Like, hello? My toes and fingers is enough to count the likes. But hey, it is big number to me. :D it's really good dose of boost.

Anyway, back to the topic. Life here has been really insane in a way. live updates is all over my twitter. Follow me @sapp1600. Sorry, lazy to get the link in. :3 Back in KL, hell of an insane things i'll need to do, so when I'm here, there's like a lot i'm missing out. When i get back it's always running errands. Mom always wanna kill me when i get back cuz thats the shit that happens all the time.

People here in Nilai, btw, are awesome. I mean...er. some. Cuz some are like bitches. Girl friends here i get are so countable. Boys are hmm. Okay lah, there's weird ones here anyway. When i got back in KL, somehow the people who known me for a long time said I've been quiet. I don't know. One thing i'm sure of, is my temper. I don't seem to be able to control it anymore. I rant a lot but i scream less.

Btw, want to take this opportunity to thank Danker Jr.

Been my best listener, and has been the first person i'd run to when issue arises.

Finances, I can't seem to save up. i mean, wait. i save up when I'm in Nilai, just to realize so i could spend it back in KL. I freak myself out looking at my account when i jot down how much i'd spend everyday. -.-

Course. Engineering hasn't been easy for girls, and isn't easy at all for me. But i'm trying to cope with it. I'm not smart y'know. Just gotten my results back, glad I wasn't too bad. Just good. I can do this y'know. Yeah! just gonna continue to poison my mind this way. :D

*cheers cheers*

I just seem to have a lot of shits to prove. Most importantly to myself, that everything is worth a shot. Can't be too afraid anymore. Its about pushing forward, maybe in the future, it'll be moving forward instead of pushing forward. Meantime, I'm just seeking opportunities and trying to seize them bravely. wheeeee~

Since its the end of the month, lets wrap up the month of October. hmmm, overall its confusing? Cuz on and off i've been overwhelmed with comments and reactions and response and opinions. I'm only 19! I've yet to handle so many input at a go.

Anyway, I kinda have conclusion, and kinda not yet. :)

Will think about that someday. By then, i got to go.

Raining here in Nilai. The breeze here is the best thing here.

HuiJin Liew