2012 has began: Chapter Five

I almost forgot it's end of the month already. Three weeks on holidays and I spent most of my time in KL. Had a short getaway at Ipoh, Malacca and Johore with the boys btw. May, was supposed to be my most anticipated month cuz I really wanna relax and hang out. Not to say it turn out bad, but I had thoughts. In fact, it is a lot.

To start off May, is to begin with my end of my last paper. Head back, told myself to start off training stamina. Well at least do frequent runs. I did, honestly. Wasn't performing well tho. I'm now training under Edmund tho. Uhhhh. Stress indeed. Let's put it this way, I didn't have sports cell. I did that for my own personal reasons. I wanted to play Ultimate nonetheless. I want to push myself pass my threshold, in fact to keep moving forward. 

Day 1 training was yesterday. I realize I'm lacking too much. I hate when I feel so useless. Disappoints myself a lot. I opt for courage, I want to yield persistence. "Let's do this!" I always tell myself. Let it be painful, let it be critic, let it be harsh, let it be tough. All the blood, sweat and tears.

 Let's make it count.

Hmm. Kampong kids and I, we had a gathering dinner at Headquarters again. :D I was happy of course. Kinda crazy in a way. I hope I could record them all. Memories we share together, the talks, the codes, the secrets. All the little thing that counts. The two birthday girls are drunk like mad. LOL trust me. It's the climax only when we start digging up secrets from Marcus. I had to admit, I enjoy the little success moment when I manage to dug up something from my kids. Proud enough to say, well, duhh I Penghulu Kampong. :P They are as busybody as I am anyway, they didn't want to be the first to ask, it's okay. I;m more than happy to do that. Hehehe. As usual, I'm always here if any one ever needs me. 

So, My trip down Ipoh was actually pretty much sudden. Almost at impulse I decided to go down. One thing about myself, I cannot chase after time and in fact I cannot handle screams when I drive. So when I was rushing to catch the train down to Ipoh, I almost had a panic attack. Oh oh. I cannot explain to you the pressure, as literal as it is, acting right up on my chest. I remember I was struggling to breathe so I don't scream back. oh well. temper problem that I have. 

Johor and Malacca was further planned to go actually. LOL Reason why I said, it's a getaway and not a trip because I was there to relax only. I did not travel or visit much places over at JB and Kulai. Malacca I went to more places. Btw, it was my first time, at Malacca at night. I was always there only in the noon. It's kinda cool at night btw. Mainly cuz it's not hot? HAHA.. Did not got down to Singapore btw. Aiks. Hopefully I get the time down soon. Need to be more serious this time around. :)

Oh yeah. Talking bout results. Good news and bad news actually. I failed my soft skill, Entrepreneurship. Damn fail. I always fail simple subject. Reminded me of how I failed my Sivic Education when we were in secondary school. It's only 16%.  But I feel all so fine, cuz I wasn't the only one, and it didn't matter to me. Well, although it does no harm to my CGPA, but I need to retake and PAY, most important point. Le sigh. Good news on the other hand,  I manage to keep myself back in Dean's list and pulled my overall CGPA higher. I'm at 3.73. :close enough: 

Behold, cuz I promise to pull it higher this semester again. Let's do this. LOL It's my tagline now, just a way I keep myself motivated at all times. It's important to be there for ourselves, cuz no one might be there for you. I guess, I grew up to look after myself as long as I could and able to.

Lights will guide you home. 

p/s I would let history repeat, if I had to.  

Cheers,

HuiJin Liew