2012 has began : Chapter seven
I was reading my past blog post. All the while since this year onwards. How things changed, how I changed in the way I behave. In a way, I think it's not really all that bad. I guess July owns the highlight for the year, until today. Partly cuz it has been a challenging month; mentally and physically.
Highlight of the month has to be the Spinnin' Down Under Open at Johore at mid-month. I admit, I have too much flaws as an Ulti Player. At first, I went there in quite of a peaceful mind. I wasn't feeling very stressful. I mean, I do understand playing for SWAT is rather of a different story when compared to Stingrays. The people, and their favor in playing the game, the mindset can be very different. To be real honest, maybe thats partly what drives me forward. Leadership in a team is always on of the essential unit I always talk of and care of most because that is what I solely believe is the root for success. As an amateur in the team, I seek help as I could, I try to seize opportunity as I play. One instinct that got me realize that this is not just a game, it is also a self-development when I pushed myself to a limit, I probably wouldn't. It wasn't a big shot, but I let lose in a way. :D Nonetheless, I have yet to learn to coordinate my body posture as I held the disc. I forget to look, to pivot, to send. I am trying to remind myself, to pass my own marker.
Ah. Seems like there's a lot to learn. But I'm kinda excited. Oh, and I just recovered. I couldn't pivot for the past two weeks. So frustrating. Thank god. Now it's find time for pick up. Really kinda looking forward to play with UltiKL, without the cleats. Oh uh.
And too, presentation has always been my favorite assignment to do. Maybe because I have this certain level of confidence that I have built throughout the years makes me feel rather comfortable when doing it. Together with my MEGiboys, we aced the presentation, #likeaboss. We made call discussion, but a lot questioning. We ask ourselves what would they ask, what if that couldn't happen etc. We are very ambitious for doing things as such, but we agreed, it balls down to chemistry. How much we know the product and how much we understand one another. We back up and stood in a line more than ready for the war. :D I wasn't an easy person to deal with when it comes to work, as I can be real fussy. I supposed the one year together did make them understood the way I work and we have tolerate each other in great lengths. Glad I have them with me. :D
My first year ended already. Time flies fast indeed! Now back in KL, busy roaming around with my kids back here. Have I told you how much comfortable I feel around them, I don't even need to try. I admit I took some time to tell them what had happen in the two months, but I did anyhow. I manage to hold myself together still.
It has been quite a month, that I learned what I really felt and want. I guess this took a little too long of a time, but it's not yet too late I hope. I just need to ensure that I keep what I have decided to do. :) I diverted a lot of my concentration on many other things actually. So I still feel stressed, but it was no longer for the same reason, which eventually gave me reasons to feel happy.
Looking forward for another three weeks of holiday, and also to my second year! Gonna work very hard this time. I need workouts too. :P Been bumming a little too much since I got hurt (for maybe that was my excuse for not moving)
Cheers,
HuiJin Liew
Highlight of the month has to be the Spinnin' Down Under Open at Johore at mid-month. I admit, I have too much flaws as an Ulti Player. At first, I went there in quite of a peaceful mind. I wasn't feeling very stressful. I mean, I do understand playing for SWAT is rather of a different story when compared to Stingrays. The people, and their favor in playing the game, the mindset can be very different. To be real honest, maybe thats partly what drives me forward. Leadership in a team is always on of the essential unit I always talk of and care of most because that is what I solely believe is the root for success. As an amateur in the team, I seek help as I could, I try to seize opportunity as I play. One instinct that got me realize that this is not just a game, it is also a self-development when I pushed myself to a limit, I probably wouldn't. It wasn't a big shot, but I let lose in a way. :D Nonetheless, I have yet to learn to coordinate my body posture as I held the disc. I forget to look, to pivot, to send. I am trying to remind myself, to pass my own marker.
Ah. Seems like there's a lot to learn. But I'm kinda excited. Oh, and I just recovered. I couldn't pivot for the past two weeks. So frustrating. Thank god. Now it's find time for pick up. Really kinda looking forward to play with UltiKL, without the cleats. Oh uh.
And too, presentation has always been my favorite assignment to do. Maybe because I have this certain level of confidence that I have built throughout the years makes me feel rather comfortable when doing it. Together with my MEGiboys, we aced the presentation, #likeaboss. We made call discussion, but a lot questioning. We ask ourselves what would they ask, what if that couldn't happen etc. We are very ambitious for doing things as such, but we agreed, it balls down to chemistry. How much we know the product and how much we understand one another. We back up and stood in a line more than ready for the war. :D I wasn't an easy person to deal with when it comes to work, as I can be real fussy. I supposed the one year together did make them understood the way I work and we have tolerate each other in great lengths. Glad I have them with me. :D
My first year ended already. Time flies fast indeed! Now back in KL, busy roaming around with my kids back here. Have I told you how much comfortable I feel around them, I don't even need to try. I admit I took some time to tell them what had happen in the two months, but I did anyhow. I manage to hold myself together still.
It has been quite a month, that I learned what I really felt and want. I guess this took a little too long of a time, but it's not yet too late I hope. I just need to ensure that I keep what I have decided to do. :) I diverted a lot of my concentration on many other things actually. So I still feel stressed, but it was no longer for the same reason, which eventually gave me reasons to feel happy.
Looking forward for another three weeks of holiday, and also to my second year! Gonna work very hard this time. I need workouts too. :P Been bumming a little too much since I got hurt (for maybe that was my excuse for not moving)
Cheers,
HuiJin Liew
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