2012 has began: Chapter eleven
I am a born Utilitarian. Maximum benefit for maximum amount of people. I can't tell which comes first. Do the right thing or the thing right. They are equal at stand when I consider myself to be part involved in all cases.
As I struggle through these months keeping to this principle, some others are bound to be injured. Some were rather bad. I wasn't an exception. My decisions and actions are infectious. Like dominoes, I fall for you, you fall for another.
It's a month telling me hopes and chances. It tells of things you wish you want to control but can never, like how feeling does. They come faster than the wind but never leaves you without memories. Every inch of me misses something in the past. I often tell myself, thats what made me who I am today, so be it. Don't miss it to much. There's more to look forward for.
I made calls finally. When someone and somethings aid your decision, everything seems easier. Things settled down a little, far better than before. Less complicated I presume. Chances are like meteor. They only come once a blue moon. I decided to do the thing right, cuz for everybody else, it's the best choice given. I'm sure others pieces will fall into place.
He said, I was half broken when he saw me through. Not sure if I still am. Hidden feelings are not to be unburied. Well, I don't know how either. I guess I just want to go with the flow, go with what my heart and mind agrees at. I want to stop struggling and fighting for I have no idea what. Not to forget to tell you, that I am rather materialistic. Visual animals. We all need something we know we can hold on to. Nothing in the mid air. Something solid. And so I did too.
Christmas is running near. Can't wait to travel to Vietnam, and can't wait for Christmas again!
Much love,
HuiJin Liew
As I struggle through these months keeping to this principle, some others are bound to be injured. Some were rather bad. I wasn't an exception. My decisions and actions are infectious. Like dominoes, I fall for you, you fall for another.
It's a month telling me hopes and chances. It tells of things you wish you want to control but can never, like how feeling does. They come faster than the wind but never leaves you without memories. Every inch of me misses something in the past. I often tell myself, thats what made me who I am today, so be it. Don't miss it to much. There's more to look forward for.
I made calls finally. When someone and somethings aid your decision, everything seems easier. Things settled down a little, far better than before. Less complicated I presume. Chances are like meteor. They only come once a blue moon. I decided to do the thing right, cuz for everybody else, it's the best choice given. I'm sure others pieces will fall into place.
He said, I was half broken when he saw me through. Not sure if I still am. Hidden feelings are not to be unburied. Well, I don't know how either. I guess I just want to go with the flow, go with what my heart and mind agrees at. I want to stop struggling and fighting for I have no idea what. Not to forget to tell you, that I am rather materialistic. Visual animals. We all need something we know we can hold on to. Nothing in the mid air. Something solid. And so I did too.
Christmas is running near. Can't wait to travel to Vietnam, and can't wait for Christmas again!
Much love,
HuiJin Liew
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