quicksand.

I despise this system that has no room for mediocrity.

I despise this system that confines the thoughts to be different.

I despise this system that allows standardisation of a box.

I despise this system that only allows an answer to a question.

I despise this system that hides the real potential of others.

I despise myself for not sticking up against this system.

I despise myself for saying but never acting.

I despise myself for allowing them to take such huge control to who I really am.

I despise myself for staying in this negative cycle.

I despise that did not stand up for myself.

I despise myself for letting the quicksand taking over me.